Come on take a walk with me I promise that your mama won't like it But isn't that the point of what you're trying to do? She keeps thinking that I should be more responsible or so and so.. I'm never really listening so I guess she's right But I don't really have the best track record Of good choices in my life Say your mama "doesn't like me" That does not surprise me, doesn't Doesn't surprise me

Here is my voice 0 months on t So it’s not any different that the last time you heard me Except I came out As someone the world didn’t think I should be Because I wasn’t born that way I’m living in an unforgiving world That does not forgive the one I am I’m living in an unforgiving world That will punish me quite brutally for embracing what’s inside And that would be a really good line that angsty teens would put on as their facebook status if I wasn’t insinuating one thing that they probably don’t want to insinuate at all and the thing it actually means I wish I had a dick I wish I had cock I wish I had a chode I was I had a penis Here is my voice 0 months on t So I still sound like the girl I am supposedly supposed to be But I don’t want her Because I’m not supposed to be her I feel her in my veins she sucks the life out of me She’s a fucking vampire!! She’s my birthname! Plastered over every job application even my license what the fuck! She’s stealing my life! So I’m stealing her voice cause it’s kind of nice I’m living in an unforgiving world That does not love the one I am I’m living in an unforgiving world That will punish me financially for embracing what’s inside With no help form this unforgiving world I can say I HAVE THE BIGGEST BALLS ANY MAN HAS EVER SEEN CAUSE I CAN SING THIS SONG EVEN WITHOUT A PHALLOPLASTY So maybe I’m “not a man” because I wasn’t born producing massive amounts of testosterone of a prostate but hey I don’t care what you say because the truth goes just one way: I wish I had a dick (and that I was born with it!!) x3 or so I’m living in an unforgiving world That does not love me I’m living in an unforgiving world That I will kick in the testes- just you wait!

Theres no difference between one darkness and another anymore I can't fight it so its become to the same I can hear it and feel it flowing through my veins From the click of the lightswitch To the crackheads scratching bugs beneath their skin Thriving in withdrawl they crawl and I can feel them too who let them in And did you know The monsters in our heads are the same ones That hid in our closets and underneath our beds When we were kids and so afraid to put our feet down Cause we could feel them waiting to take us by our ankles And drown us in the laugher of our classmates Or whatever broke us way back when we were so young And not strong enough to fight back But we grew up Look how we grew up From the closing of my eyelids To the speech behind my teeth so sharp it cuts my tongue With sarcastic phrases like "I'm sorry, I was wrong and you've been right all along. You know it all and I'm so fucking dumb" When really i just mean youre being a cunt

I know it's not punk to need money, but I need it a lot

I treat men like candy bar wrappers Rip em open, take the good parts and throw the rest away I treat women like im growing flowers Tend to them gently every day I think men are goldfish cause you can always get more at the pet store and you dont have to cry when you flush them I dont have a line thats applicable to girls cause they're more than household pets and should be treated with respect I treat men like cigarettes cause theyre good until the flame goes out then i push them aside I think girls are more like smoke, I try to hold them in as long as I can and when I exhale i don’t want to let them go even though I know theres something better on every dissipating breeze I hope they don’t forget me Men are like shoes cause i walk all over them Girls are like my favorite sweaters cause i never want to be without them If i rip your heart out please know its in my nature Foxes tend to disrespect their mates of the same gender And im no different, i suppose But loyalty will force me to grow My skulk my leash my earth my pack my family my home Loyalty will force me to grow Romantically, with men i lack in apathy and charm But if you took my pals from me id break your fucking arms My skulk my leash my earth no it would never be the same if all my he/him pronoun users were to go away With girls things have always been hard to understand My brain does not comprehend the problems they hold in their heads I need to talk to people whos brains work close to mine Id lay my life on the line for my leash to be just fine So hurt me if you will but you best believe If you mistreat people that i love ill make sure you cant fucking breathe If i rip your heart out please know its in my nature Foxes tend to disrespect mates of the same gender mates And im no different, i suppose But loyalty will force me to grow My skulk my leash my earth my pack my family my home Loyalty will force me to grow

I hated my voice when I started smoking cigarettes I hate my voice now that I’ve stopped smoking cigarettes So the problem obviously wasn’t smoking cigarettes I just hate my voice I just thought I would tell you I hate the curve in my spine cause I got scoliosis but my stupid spine holds me up I hate my little fingers cause they’re fat and dumb but without them I couldn’t do much I hate that my hands are 7in long I hate that I have unfinished tattoos I hate that I can rarely remember my own lyrics, that’s why I wrote this song I hate most things about myself I hate about 90% of myself I hate a lot of stuff about myself and that’s why I wrote this song I hate when compact cars park over the lines like c’mon man you’re so small do you honestly need that much room I hate when letters don’t arrive on time cause then it’s happy birthday when its two weeks past your birthday (did you forget?) I hate when relatives and best friends spell your name wrong it really grinds my gears I hate when my pens run out of ink because my pens are usually very important to me And I hate when my guitar is out of tune even though my guitar is usually out of tune I hate when bands I love break up Or don’t tour near me because- let’s be honest, who would willingly come here? I hate most things about the world I hate about 90% of the world I hate lots of stuff about the world and that’s why I wrote this song I hate it when you stop listening to me You’ll look and my eyes and and all I see you hearing is Lalalaklanslkdag (are you listening to me) (yeah yeah yeah dude I’m totally listening) I hate most things about you YES I hate about 90% of you I hate a lot of stuff about you and that’s why I wrote this song Lalalalalallala I just harbor lots of negativity All self inflected negativity I’m a bit of a pessamist

Hospitalized in group therapy he turns to me says he never wants to open up I cant say i dont agree but theres never been a better time for talking We hang around and hang ourselves at the thought of never getting better We're tying our own nooses when we're supposed to be knitting sweaters We'll hang around and hang ourselves at the thought of never getting better Shoving so many pills down out throats its a wonder we dont choke On all the ways we knew We didnt fit into place And all the sleepless nights that added up to Broken hearts and broken dreams And bloody arms and ripped seams and then the cover up of i just had a nose bleed Of wearing sweaters in the summer And hiding under covers with people we know dont love us but we fucked them anyway We felt so fucked in the head And we tried to end it But we ended up in here We got white washed walls And the kids who throw chairs And the state just hopes they fix us The problems weve become Chorus There it goes And another one's gone Oh God could all 14 of us make it to 2016? I don't think so But here's to the hope Here's to the hope that We learned to tie our nooses wrong so we ended up making sweaters That we didnt wear in the summer cause We realised we could get better We'll hang around But don't hang yourself, babe I said I'd talk you down but it didn't matter anyway

You eat corn on the cob like a freak and I don’t know why that’s so cute to me You eat corn on the cob so fast you eat like one a day and that’s probably not good for your digestive tract Your ears are black and everything about you’s black except your paws cause those are grey a lil white belly Everything about you is cute and Oh wait yeah yoru eyes are brown so that’s not black cause it’s definitely brown The inside of your ears is pink and you don’t like when I brush it even though you shed all the time I have to brush it You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me And I would punch a hawk in the face for you If I was on a bunny walk anywhere with you I’d punch a hawk in the face for you And I’d also probably punch another animal, too If it was tryin to get you Not an animal cruelty thing I’m just trying to protect my bunny It’s quite important that you don’t write me up as some animal hating scum Because this song is about love and everything is lovely When you love your bunny Everyone should have a bunny, or a dog, or a cat, or a mouse or a rat But hamsters are really mean don’t get them Everyone should have a pet that they love a lot and would do anything for them Everybody should have a pet so they can join along when I sing this song And say I would punch a hawk in the face for you If I were on a bunny walk anywhere with you I would punch in the face for you I would also punch probably another kind of animal, too If it was tryna hurt you Let me clarify I don’t usually want to punch animals I don’t ever want to punch animals Except when they’re tryna attack my bunny Well, actually, one time I kicked my friends dog but that was different because it was biting me and I didn’t like that so it wouldn’t go away and it’s like the size of my foot so like everything just kinda fell into place. Sidenote: this dog is Satan incarnate I swear it to you I would punch a hawk in the face for you If I were anywhere on a bunny walk with you I would punch a hawk in the face for you Probably another kind of animal too Because you are my bunny And you are so fluffy And you are so lovely with your little almond eyes And they say the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree But that doesn’t make sense for us Cause you’re a bunny and I’m a guy Anyway, the point is that the apple did fall very far from the tree Because you’re much nicer than me, obviously you can tell in this song Cause what I’m saying is I would punch a hawk in the face for you This is a bunny rock and it’s my ode to Tinkerbell She’s my bunny even though I call her bug all the time Nobody knows her real name And I think that’s just fine I would punch in the face on a bunny walk Even if it was a hawk in outer space And we’re somehow in outer space And we’re takin a walk and there was a hawk And it was trying to attack you I would punch it in the face even with no gravity I might have to throw a few practice punches but I know I’d finally get it and that’s the point: Just to protect you Cause I’d punch a hawk in the face for you Even though it would probably hurt me more than it’d hurt the hawk The point is to protect you and it’d slow it down at least This was a really stupid song but you get excited when I play music for you One time, you even bit my mandolin It was kinda cute but I worried that you might have splinters in your intestines But you didn’t because you were actually fine for like a long time after that because you’re still fine So this is my song so I don’t have to keep making up these Christmas songs that have your name Even though you get excited when I sing in French I don’t know French Or not much Just conversationally Just barely but it makes you hoppy That was a really bad pun I’ve got nothing left to say about that I would punch a hawk in the face for you Even though you’re afraid when I laugh I don’t blame you. My laugh is stupid but that’s okay because you’ll kiss my nose anyway It’s really cute But still, you should eat your veggies You’re the best kid even though you’re not even a kid Cause you eat all your veggies and you never want dessert Because the veggies are your dessert You burrow in a hay lump and you jump jump jump jump jump You’re so much faster than me And I’ll run after you No matter where or if you even want me to

Im tiny and the trees are making fun of me With each fallen leaf i wish i could make boat out of To shink myself down and sail away on an air current Fly down to the windy city and the better rename the lakes up north because they sure wont be great without you When i get to wisconsin- i hope you dont forget this-you better be ready to go You are so special and not only to me but especially to me I dont have time to hang around in small towns And i guess i really never did I swear im gonna make it big and youll hear this song on every radio until you cant stand it Everyone will know about your pretty brown eyes and your long blonde hair and how ill never forget a single thing you said in every little text When i get to wisconsin ill take you away to california where the sun shines bright like your beaming face You are so special and not only to me but especially to me I cant wait to stand by you and hold your hand and memorize the way your skin feels on the outside of your thighs when we sit side by side and the way your hair falls in the early morning i swear this is more of a warning im gonna get romantic when you least expect it When i get to wisconsin youre gonna know and youre gonna be ready to go

If I close my eyes for that one final time And the gates I see aren't pearly But instead have inscribed "Abandon all hope, ye who enter here" Then I guess I have nothing to fear I know I'm safe here And maybe this wasn't where I planned But maybe this is where I've mean to be all along And no matter how dark and twisted my path gets I know that there's an ounce of good inside Every tiny footstep Because love me made (repeat) You said you'd meet me at the cemetery gates When it's a sunny day I'm glad that you didn't arrive Cause you said you'd meet me at the cemetery gates If it's a sunny day And here I am But you're not here And I guess that's fine I won't try to lie, there's no use And there's no excuses There is no one to blame but me But I know that I hold a little goodness in my soul Because if something so pure Can fit in the palm of my tiny hands Then I know that love made me a man So love made me who I am And love got me just where I stand So love made me (repeat) And as I shake your hand I know theres nothing to be afraid of here Even though your hand is hot as hell (Haha that's a pun cause you made hell And that's where I am And you're the devil So I guess that's pretty cool I'm shaking hands with the devil...) Oh god you burned me! But love made me.. And I guess love will make it heal I know love made you, too And every lawyer and politician down here I guess love made us Well love made me And theres a little twisted thorn Inside everybody's heart But love made them Love made me And I the benefit of the doubt is all that I can get Because love made me

I know I don't tell you enough Just how much you mean to me So I wish I was there and I had better words to say: Thank you for being my home, I love you You're getting older You're growing up but not losing touch Of the child in your wonderful heart Happy birthday